- Oct 3, 2018
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A shock in her mind forces her awake. She rubbed her eyes, hold onto her pillow almost as an attempt to hold onto the coolness of her covers. Squinting her face as the light from her desk forced her to readjust. She open her eyes to see the morning mist and darkness out of her window. The skyline is misty with a grey overtone over the lights illuminating the streets. The Gardners out watering and clipping the grass all sticking up after sprouting the night before. Kim Deoksun woke up, raising her hands into a fist as she stretched out her arms. She arched her back backwards as she tried to shake off the sleepiness plaguing her body. She looked at the clock in her room, still 4:00. In the next room she heard her brother getting up with a loud thud, probably slipping out of his bed yet again. Deoksun got up and pulled her hair back, tying it in the front with a hair tie as she got into the bathroom to wash her face. She put on some cream as she washed her face, giving off a bubbling effect as she washed it off. Her brother pounded on the door telling her to get out. She paid no attention and finished her business, washing her hair over the bathtub before getting out of the shower and drying her hair. She left the bathroom to her disgruntled brother’s appreciation. She went back to her bedroom and opened a grammar practice book looking over notes her friend gave her and compiled the papers her academy advisor handed her. Deoksun’s mother came into the room and handed her uniform a plain white blouse and grey skirt. She grabbed her jacket out of the closet as she slipped on the skirt and blouse. She tied the school ribbon over her blouse and put on her jacket to cover her from the cold August winds. It was almost 5:15 when Deoksun left her room and reached the kitchen. She greeting her father who sat cross-legged in the living room watching through the square boxed TV set. The news went on about ‘accomplishments’ of the President, filtered by her fathers berating commentary of the administration. She sat at the table and ate last nights rice in a fish soup while her brother joined her after a while.
Deoksun got up and checked the clock, it was close to 5:40 when she left to go to the bus stop. Saying goodbye to her parents, Deoksun slipped on a pair of shoes and left the house, with her brother, she walked to the bus-stop. The mist turned into haze as the city bustled with energy as students headed to school, adults to work, mothers walking their young to the nearest station and fathers driving their elder ones to early morning academies or to school. Deoksun stood at the bus stop, staring at the signs at the other side of the street. Different vendors offering varying goods and food, her eyes still red and sore, she rubbed them as she waited. The bus arrived and she got on, heading to her school. Luckily her school was just 10 minutes by bus, but her brother had another 3 stops. She got off and entered the school building. The cold stone hall emits a level of coldness that shunned energetic benevolence and reinforced the skulked mood of the students and teachers alike. Deoksun stood outside the cubbies in the hallway of the classroom as she slipped off her shoes and put on a pair of sneakers before entering her classroom. Entering into a cacophony of noises and sounds as she went to her desk to hang her backpack. She stood up and headed backwards to her locker. She opened the Locker and took out her practice books and class books for the next lesson and placed them inside her desk. She organized her desk for the first lesson placing her grammar notebook onto her desk and supplemental reading assignments provided by her teacher. As she organize her desk the class president told everyone to sit down and the noises ceased. The teacher walked in, holding his class materials and opening the teacher’s compartment in the front desk. The class president stood up and greeted the teacher and formally instructing the class to do so. Everyone stood up and greeted the teacher respectively before sitting back down. The class edged on, Deoksun’s eyes followed the teachers hand as he wrote something on the board. Mechanically her hand followed his as she copied what was on the board. The day passed slowly, every class ending and the next starting in the blink of an eye. Her friend Dabin reminder her that the homeroom teacher wanted to see them. Deoksun hated these sessions...endless discussion on university, the suneung, the career path discussion...she hated it all. Everyday her dad shouting about how she had to get into sky, how she had to become a doctor, how she needed to work hard...she just wanted it to stop. Her head collapsed onto her desk as she eyed the chalk board...just one month till the suneung...the final decider. She cursed in her mind as she got up and joined Dabin heading to the teachers room.
It reached almost 11 before Deoksun left school, and got to her academy where she crammed late into the night. She spent countless hours just reviewing dumb grammatical rulers and logic which she loathed. By 2 she finally reached home, still tired from the entire day's worth of classes. Her mom left a bowl of Maeentang and a note cheering her on. Deoksun ate her dinner while reading some notes for tomorrow's test. She stretched her back and rotated her neck...envious of her little brother who was happily sleeping. She cleaned the left over dishes and fixed the living room before going to her room and changing for bed. She hoped that this would be over after a month. She marked another day off her calendar, anticipating the exam...this was just the way things were.
Deoksun got up and checked the clock, it was close to 5:40 when she left to go to the bus stop. Saying goodbye to her parents, Deoksun slipped on a pair of shoes and left the house, with her brother, she walked to the bus-stop. The mist turned into haze as the city bustled with energy as students headed to school, adults to work, mothers walking their young to the nearest station and fathers driving their elder ones to early morning academies or to school. Deoksun stood at the bus stop, staring at the signs at the other side of the street. Different vendors offering varying goods and food, her eyes still red and sore, she rubbed them as she waited. The bus arrived and she got on, heading to her school. Luckily her school was just 10 minutes by bus, but her brother had another 3 stops. She got off and entered the school building. The cold stone hall emits a level of coldness that shunned energetic benevolence and reinforced the skulked mood of the students and teachers alike. Deoksun stood outside the cubbies in the hallway of the classroom as she slipped off her shoes and put on a pair of sneakers before entering her classroom. Entering into a cacophony of noises and sounds as she went to her desk to hang her backpack. She stood up and headed backwards to her locker. She opened the Locker and took out her practice books and class books for the next lesson and placed them inside her desk. She organized her desk for the first lesson placing her grammar notebook onto her desk and supplemental reading assignments provided by her teacher. As she organize her desk the class president told everyone to sit down and the noises ceased. The teacher walked in, holding his class materials and opening the teacher’s compartment in the front desk. The class president stood up and greeted the teacher and formally instructing the class to do so. Everyone stood up and greeted the teacher respectively before sitting back down. The class edged on, Deoksun’s eyes followed the teachers hand as he wrote something on the board. Mechanically her hand followed his as she copied what was on the board. The day passed slowly, every class ending and the next starting in the blink of an eye. Her friend Dabin reminder her that the homeroom teacher wanted to see them. Deoksun hated these sessions...endless discussion on university, the suneung, the career path discussion...she hated it all. Everyday her dad shouting about how she had to get into sky, how she had to become a doctor, how she needed to work hard...she just wanted it to stop. Her head collapsed onto her desk as she eyed the chalk board...just one month till the suneung...the final decider. She cursed in her mind as she got up and joined Dabin heading to the teachers room.
It reached almost 11 before Deoksun left school, and got to her academy where she crammed late into the night. She spent countless hours just reviewing dumb grammatical rulers and logic which she loathed. By 2 she finally reached home, still tired from the entire day's worth of classes. Her mom left a bowl of Maeentang and a note cheering her on. Deoksun ate her dinner while reading some notes for tomorrow's test. She stretched her back and rotated her neck...envious of her little brother who was happily sleeping. She cleaned the left over dishes and fixed the living room before going to her room and changing for bed. She hoped that this would be over after a month. She marked another day off her calendar, anticipating the exam...this was just the way things were.